Into another stronger more resilient version of myself.
It never ceases to amaze me how much hope I STILL have.
Even after everything, There’s still hope, love and kindness underneath my shriveled carcass of a heart.
I’m proud of myself.
I’ve made it so far.
Done the Best that I could with what I had.
Even when no one was looking.
I chose to remain true to myself.
Sometimes I did the wrong things for the right reasons. Challenging the consequences for the sake of justice.
I felt out of place in this world all my life, now, I just accept it and keep going.
I don’t pause on regrets.
I don’t have any
What’s done is done
I Kept believing in myself
I tried very hard to quit and surrender
But my heart strings are made of titanium.
They can’t be cut.
A gift I never appreciated until my later years.
I couldn’t give up on myself no matter how hard I tried
I just wouldn’t die…
I always got back up
All the odds I did defy
Staggering and with a limp
But I got back up
I’m just in love today
In love with the Woman I have become and the one I still have yet to meet. I deserve this happiness, which doesn’t come often for me, so I choose to cherish it and enjoy every minute.
I hope and pray that wherever you are in you journey of recovery that you feel loved too. Feel it and Embrace it!
We deserve it!